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To please everyone, I lost myself in the progress.

24 Reasons Why Men Loves Women

(got this from a friend,not my own writing ;p)

1. Rambutnya yang selalu wangi, meskipun hanya wangi sampo.
2. Saat dia menemani kita nonton pertandingan bola,walau ujung-ujungnya dia tertidur di tengah pertandingan.
3. Jari-jari tangannya yang mungil.
4. Wajahnya yang memerah setelah dia mencium pipi kita.
5. Ketika melihat dia menangis, kita ingin mengubah dunia untuknya jika itu bisa membuatnya tersenyum kembali.
6. Suaranya di telepon. Membuat jantung kita bertedak nggak karuan, padahal bukan pertama kalinya mendengar suaranya.
7. Bagaimana dia selalu mengingatkan kita untuk berdoa.
8. Bagaimana kita selalu berdoa untuknya, dua kali lipat dibandingkan doa untuk diri kita sendiri.
9. Saat akan berpisah, satu-satunya yang terbayangkan adalah betapa menyiksanya hari-hari tanpa melihatnya.
10. Pelukan eratnya saat pertama kali melihat kita kembali.
11. Tanpa perlu berkata apa-apa, dia membuat kita berusaha menjadi pria yang lebih baik. Untuknya.
12. Ketika dia terlelap di pelukan kita,dan terlihat seolah-olah aroma tubuh kita menenangkan tidurnya.
13. Saat kita dengan bangga memperkenalkan dia sebagai 'pacar' kepada keluarga dan teman-teman kita.
14. Waktu melihat dia tertawa terbahak-bahak mendengar lelucon kita.
15. Melihat betapa lahapnya ia makan,tak pusing soal berat badan atau make up. Bagaimanapun dia memang selalu terlihat...cantik.
16. Suaranya yang fals ketika bernyanyi. Tapi tak masalah.
17. Ketika dia bersorak untuk kita dalam tiap pertandingan. Walaupun kalah,dia tetap berkata, 'you're the best!'
18. Saat dia menangis waktu kita bertanya 'will you marry me?'
19. Matanya,bibirnya,hidungnya. Semua terekam jelas dalam otak kita.
20. Wajah cemberutnya saat dia cemburu.
21. Tiba-tiba dia muncul memakai topi kertas dan memegang cake sambil berteriak "Selamat ulang tahun!"
22. Setiap kali bertengkar, hal yang ingin kita lakukan adalah memeluknya erat dan berjanji tidak akan mengulangi pertengkaran ini lagi.
23. Masakannya yang semakin enak. Makan terasa lebih enak saat berdua dengannya.
24. Ada satu orang yang ada dalam pikiranmu ketika membaca tulisan ini. Why do you love her? :)

Cosmic Probabilities

I remembered last week I continuously said, "Minggu depan,yaaa..."
and now I wish that 'minggu depan' never actually happens.

It's funny how life and cosmic probabilities lead us to things we want or we don't want to happen. We have no idea when,or why,this life leads us to.

:)

23

Today I'm officially 23 years old! :)
but today is the baddest-worse-pathetic-pointless etc birthday of my life.

to everyone that ruined it, thank you so much,may God bless you all.

don't worry,24 will be amazing! :))

Blue June : Just Go Quickly

Hi, long time no see.. I've been busy with the incoming examination this month.

There's this funny feeling. You know when there's something wrong, and you always have someone who can back you up,made yourself feel better,or just be there and listened to you,then made you feel better?

I've been feeling a lot bad this month. Starting with exams, studies,family,money,even stuffs that I don't remember now. And the people that I love,doesn't change or go.

But I did.

I keep  texting, 'I wanna tell you something' but when I met you I just....can't. Lost it all in my throat. I keep thinking 'what's  wrong? why can't you just tell the stories like usual?'
and it keeps hurting myself,'why you kept it all alone,B?'

and here I am,writing this,hopefully will help this will somehow help me. and I wish so much... that tomorrow i can tell you ev what's wrong these days...

oh well. let's just accept this blue-june....

22 April 2012

 

So,today is officially me & Martin’s SECOND ANNIVERSARY! Yay! So happy that even though we foght and hurt each other a lot, we still managed to get things through and still being together for two years,now.

Loving is not about chances, it’s about choices.

Loving someone for better for worse is a very hard thing to do. Trust me it’s never easy. But if the person is right, I think we will make the effort.

And to you, thank you, for being here.

For letting me and no other girl be by your side.

You are one God’s biggest present to me, and I love you. Beyond words.

Martin sedang pulang ke alor, NTT sampai dua minggu lagi.

And I felt sad. I mean, weird sadness..

Biasanya ditemenin makan dan bisa cerita-cerita.. sekarang engga. Jadi merasa ‘kosong’ atau ‘bingung’ karna biasanya dia selalu ‘ada’. Hehe got it? FYI, di alor gada sinyal.hihi

Semoga waktu nanti kamu baca tulisan ini, kamu senyum-senyum sendiri.

Habis itu traktir makan soto. =)

very first picture,2008

my birthday,2010

home

our NEW hair,2011

22 Okt 2011 His graduation

Surabaya,Nov 2011

Jkt, Des 2011

punclut

sleepy head

cut the cakee

HAPPY ANNIVERSARYYYY....!

Nine Words Women Use

1.) Fine :

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2.) Five Minutes :

If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more Minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.) Nothing :

This is the calm before the storm. This means something, And you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4.) Go Ahead :

This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5.) Loud Sigh :

This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6.) That's Okay :

This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7.) Thanks :

A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8.) Whatever :

Is a women's way of saying F@!K YOU!

9.) Don't worry about it, I got it:

Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.